Covered by Your Grace

I have been wanting to blog again for quite some time.  I used to blog about my everyday life but I stopped after my husband complained that he felt that everything I said was about him; well, I don’t have a husband anymore.   He’ll probably go on complaining and I get to start blogging again.  I decided to blog about the one thing that he complained about the most; photography with a little of my life mixed in.  He bought me my first digital camera so I think that’d make it his fault then, yes? 

All joking aside the truth is losing him has been one of the hardest things I have ever had to face in my entire life.  I have been on an emotional roller coaster.  For the last few months I have experienced confusion, heartbreak, hurt, anger, sadness, hope, loss, betrayal, grief, and disappointment.  Lather, Rinse, and Repeat. 

I tried to turn to photography to help me heal, I called it camera therapy, but it didn’t work.  Some days I couldn’t even stand to look at my camera let alone pick it up.   Never did I know how much my heart was in every photo that I took, when my heart was broken, so was everything else. 

In these moments of desperation and despair, my life has truly been touched by the grace of God and His amazing love and mercy.  Some of things that have happened to me are difficult for even me to explain.  I turned to faith to look for answers and you wouldn’t believe the answers I have received.  It is humbling.  Unfortunately, some of those answers have been extremely painful. 

Photography is many things to me and has evolved in my life more than I could have ever expected it to or imagined.  As much as I’ve wanted to start blogging again, I also feel led to.  I don’t understand why all of this change is happening in my life, all I can do right now is accept it for what it is and keep moving forward one step at a time.  

I created my blog template and messed with a few of the template settings, colors, font size, font type…guess what the name of the font of the Blog Title that I chose?  “Covered by Your Grace” I think it’s perfect.  

Many Blessings & Happy Clickin’

-K